ive no idea whether to be angry or upset with myself or anyone

all i know is am very disappointed & confused with the situation at this moment

probably i shuldnt be here in the first place

or probably things hav not been made clear enough

and am assuming that everything is in place

i took all the trouble to settle down but instead

i faced more problems in return

it has been bothering me for quite sometime and

it has raised rapidly to a point where i kept to myself for the past week

am trying as much to avoid as possible and hav a clear mind

by heading to sch early each day mugging "pretentiously"

until today where i took down the lanes @ mount faber safra to bowl my troubles away

after collecting ahm race pack for coming sun's run

this is the least i can do to vent my frustrations onto the pins

at the same time i realised am being able to bowl better whn am alone. haas

soon best will be back to square one again :(

as for now best shall declares mild test mode:) cheers.ciaoz